So... The past two days have passed by really slowly! I don't know why, I haven't done that much different.. but it still seemed to be pretty slow.
Glee comes on in about an hour... I wish it would hurry up! Lol.. What can I say, I'm a Gleek!
But, until then, I thought I'd pass some time away but updating my blog.
Earlier today I became really frustrated and angry. It just came out of nowhere. I was just upset at how I was dealing with my life and I felt really disappointed in myself. I'm just letting my life slip away. I need to get out more, I need to have fun, and I need to put my life back on track. I need to figure out 'What's Next'. I'm still not quite sure when or What I will go to school for. I keep making up my mind on what I want to do with my life, and then I shut myself down and tell myself that it's not right for me, or I could never handle it. It frustrates me so much. I wish it was easier. How can I just decide what will make me happy, what I will be good at, and what I can handle, because I have no idea whatsoever!
I wish that something which just fall from the sky and make me say .."THAT's....What I want to do with my life!"
Another 50 minutes to go.. Come on Glee... I am completely bored right now. Well.. I'm watching Two and a Half men actually... but it's not glee :( !! Lol
Well.. I'm not going to keep writing forever, who knows what I would write down. I would probally write out my whole life, pour my heart out about nothing, and sooooo on.
x- Kelsey
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