Passing the time away.

So... The past two days have passed by really slowly! I don't know why, I haven't done that much different.. but it still seemed to be pretty slow.

Glee comes on in about an hour... I wish it would hurry up! Lol.. What can I say, I'm a Gleek!
But, until then, I thought I'd pass some time away but updating my blog.

Earlier today I became really frustrated and angry. It just came out of nowhere. I was just upset at how I was dealing with my life and I felt really disappointed in myself. I'm just letting my life slip away. I need to get out more, I need to have fun, and I need to put my life back on track. I need to figure out 'What's Next'. I'm still not quite sure when or What I will go to school for. I keep making up my mind on what I want to do with my life, and then I shut myself down and tell myself that it's not right for me, or I could never handle it. It frustrates me so much. I wish it was easier. How can I just decide what will make me happy, what I will be good at, and what I can handle, because I have no idea whatsoever!
I wish that something which just fall from the sky and make me say .."THAT's....What I want to do with my life!"

Another 50 minutes to go.. Come on Glee... I am completely bored right now. Well.. I'm watching Two and a Half men actually... but it's not glee :( !! Lol

Well.. I'm not going to keep writing forever, who knows what I would write down. I would probally write out my whole life, pour my heart out about nothing, and sooooo on.

x- Kelsey

Isn't She Lovely!

A Place I Go To....

I feel so confused today... So lost and unsure.

Right now, I am outside sitting on my deck with my laptop in my lap.
I just had to get outside, and get some fresh air. Even though I was outside earlier.. but as soon as I came home.. I had to come out here right away. My stomach just feels so weak right now. Maybe it's car sickness, from earlier, but I don't get car sickness!
I don't know. I'm just not in a very cheerful mood, ya know?
And there's this event I am supposed to go to tonght, the "Cancer Relay For Life". I feel so bad for the fact that I might not go. I don't see the point in going if I can't be very cheerful around people. I don't want to create a sad atmosphere around anyone I talk to.

I would be supporting a good cause though, and my grandmother.. being a survivor of cancer, is apart of it... and.. I don't know, I feel like my family expects me to be there, especially my aunt. She will be so upset with me. But, I'm really not up for it tonight!

And the fact that I'm out here in the cold typing with numb fingers clearly states that I'm not fit to be in there right now. I'm clearly not in a good state of mind.

I am so cold... my body shivers with every finger I move, and the wind strikes me so gently but coldly that It shoots shivers through my whole body. But, I like this atmosphere out here. It's so much better than indoors. The brooke...just outside my fence is creating a beautiful sound as the water is flowing though towards the ocean... The ocean looks perfect...even with that one far away iceberg out there... It's beautiful.

The sound of kids nearby screaming every once and a while is kind of throwing the peacefulness off bit, though. But, I can deal with it. One day I might not have this place, so I may enjoy it while I'm here. Eventually, I will move away, and create a life of my own. Hopefully, I can find a place that feels as amazing as this place.

I feel like I have defiantly changed the topic!
I am going to go and enjoy the rest of the night before it gets too dark and I get too cold while I listen to Wakey!Wakey! and some more of my favorite music! Hopefully I can feel better soon. I don't ever get sick, so I hate this feeling, I hate when I do get sick because It rarely happens, and I'm not used to the feeling at all.

I think I might draw some fashion sketches tonight, to get something accomplished!

             - Kelsey M..

It's Not Unusual - Set Fire to The Rain

Two Songs that I can't stop listening to today!!!

1.) Adele - Set Fire to the rain.
   - I am inlove with this song. It's probally one of my favorites of this month. I have been listening to it all week. I go through the day and I'm just randomly singing or humming it. It's just always in my head.
It's probally my favorite song by her. Although, all her songs are pretty amazing.

2.) Darren Criss - It's not unusual.
    - Okay, So, I know this song has been around forever. In fact, when I see it being performed by darren, It kind of reminds me of Carlton from the "Fresh Prince of Bel-air".
       But, Darren performed this on 'Glee' Tuesday night and it was just amazing. I couldn't help but smile the whole time. His voice is awesome. I just love his version of this song. It's so happy and cheerful! And, if you watch the performance, You'd probally fall in love with him. He's so adorable, and charming, and the sweetest guy ever. ...He was defiantly rockin those red pants... ouuu Baby!

Tell me.. Did you smile at all? No?.. YOU HAVE NO HEART!!!!!!     :'(

Just a little Rambling! :)

I got up this morning and looked out of my living room window to find a beautiful iceberg out in the gorgeous, deep blue ocean. I was pretty surprised!

I've been up all last night trying to finish up some rough sketches for t-shirts! I didn't give up even though I wanted to so bad. I had to reach my goal.. 'knowatamean'? So, I'm happy with them, some of them need a little bit of work though. But, as I said, they are only rough sketches. I'mma draw them on figures eventually, so they'll look better then, of course.

The 'Glee' season 3 premiere was on last night. It was a pretty good episode. I was happy with it. Lindsay Pearce did a wonderful job. I wish I had a voice like hers.. it is amazing. And the 'Rachel and Kurt' moments.... awweee, just love it! Oh, & Blaine (Darren Criss) .. I could not stop smiling at him throughout the whole episode. He is just the sweetest, most adorable person ever!!!! I seriously cannot wait until episode 4, when Damian McGinty gets his episode on Glee! I'm super excited!

As For right now... I am going to leave you with this awesome new song by 'Allstar Weekend"... I love it.. it's so catchy!

http://www.purevolume.com/news/#!Allstar-Weekend-Mr-Wonderful

Just Simply Me!

Just a few pictures I took yesterday of out on my deck on that beautiful day!

I have more pictures from the other day as well, I didn't post very many, but I will post more soon, as well as more from the shoot with my sister, Chera!

Not The best Quality!!!

This world is a beautiful place!

Spent the day, yesterday, with Kenecha, and we took many pictures!  We were exploring the beauty of our little town. The ocean was so blue and peaceful. Even the waves crashing against the rocks was actually peaceful. It was really a beautiful day! Fall is defiantly on its way! Gonna miss you summer :( !!

"If Tonight Is My Last" ...

Laura Izibor  - Gosh, This girl is incredible. She is seriously so amazing. I can listen to her voice all day. She's really just such an inspiration. I can thank 'One Tree Hill' for introducing me to her last year. Since I first heard her sing, I thought... "Wow!" She is so talented.

Meet my lovely sister, Miss Chera Martino !!!

Today is such a crappy day! I don't know whether we have a tropical storm outside, or a hurricane! I honestly, don't want to know. I'm here with my music and that's all that matters right now.

Yesterday I did a little mini photoshoot with Chera!! Nothing fancy or anything, but she did look gorgeous! Here's a view of some of the pictures :P

"You Could Be Happy"

For the people who know me, KNOW that I LOVE Snow Patrol! IT has been my absolute favorite band for years! I would listen to them non stop even in elementary school!

I've recently been a huge fan of Cameron Mitchell since 'The Glee Project' and well obviously, Damian McGinty <3  as well! Their Bromance is amazing, Their voices are incredible and their personalities are just the best!

Anyways, my point...i just discovered that Cameron Mitchell had done a cover to one of my favorite 'Snow Patrol' Songs! How did I miss that? 'You could be Happy' is such an amazing song! Soo, when I realized that, I seriously just came to the conclusion that I love Cameron Mitchell 10x more than I already had! He actually done an amazing job with the song. I feel like Cameron's version was just as amazing as Snow Patrol's version of the song! I don't like either version better then the other version!! They are both incredible!!!

Umm, yeah,  I just had to get that off my chest!!!!

Kenecha & Myself !!!!

A few Pictures from this week!
I went out of town for the weekend with a friend! On the way home was kind of scary though! Almost had an accident :S!!!!

                                                    

Kelsey Justine Martino.

Hey guys! Welcome to my blogspot. I will be posting things very soon! I might even post some of my drawings here, maybe... depends really, but we'll see. For now, here, you will find my latest photos, notes, info, interest... etc!
It's a blog, So I might end up blogging quite a bit! But i'm not a serious person, so, most posts will be pretty cheerful :)
Enjoy

 - Kelsey Martino